Lately I had been extremely busy. I got lots to do for work and…work is all I have in my mind. I can’t help it because I need to open a preschool in September. All the stress make me little quiet and M says he feels that I’m distant. Maybe so but in my mind my feeling for him has not changed. I just need to be quiet and not think after work so I don’t call M like I used to before. My job is pretty much endless so I need to think of next steps 24/7 for now. M knows that but I feel bad for making him feel lonely.