Today…I was super sleepy because of this really bad weather and I have so much things to do before I go on the long trip ~ I was just trying to realx. I had been super busy with trying to figure out what to wear in Norway.
M had a car accident today… and I was super shocked. I feel numb right now …. I was excited for my trip but… this car accident…this car aciddent made me really numb. Thanksfully he was safe but … I knew that he had been very stressed and emotionally tired for past few days. I feel responsible for not being able to find the way to make him feel better. When M mentioned car accident my jaw… dropped… and.. I didnt know what to say. I felt terrible for not replying to his “I love you”message right away today because I had been super busy with everything today. Time like this… I know that life is unpredictable …. I am glad that he was safe but it makes me feel difficult to leave. It makes me feel difficult to leave M like this … I really hope he can relax while I am gone ….
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